Monthly Archives: September 2007

Wow

What a moment to cherish

Yuvraj launched his sequence of 6-6-6-6-6-6 in the 19th over to boost India to a total of 218 for four from their 20 overs

He started off with a huge hit over wide long-on.

Yuvraj followed it up with a flick that sailed over square leg and disappeared outside the stadium.

The third six was smashed over extra cover as the left-hander stepped towards the leg side and hit it through the covers

Asked what were his tactics for the game, Yuvraj joked: “Just go out there and slog.
“With two overs to go and wickets in hand I thought I would use the crease. I was moving around the crease and timing it well.”

By then Broad seemed to have lost it, and he bowled a juicy full toss which the left-hander steered over the point region for the fourth six of the over.

Yuvraj sent the fifth six soaring high over the mid-wicket fence

He admitted that he also had a score to settle against England after being hit for five sixes in an over by Dimitri Mascarenhas in a one-dayer at The Oval earlier this month.
“The amount of phone calls I got after that — I don’t get as many when I score a hundred,” he said.
“I thought, ‘This isn’t fair, give me a chance’, and I got that chance.”

Yuvraj set the record in style, launching the sixth six high over the mid-on fence

The 25-year-old became the fourth batsman to complete the feat at the elite level.
India’s Ravi Shastri and West Indies’ Garfield Sobers had achieved the record in first class cricket, while South Africa ’s Herschelle Gibbs reached the landmark at the 50-over World Cup earlier this year

Yuvraj also scored the fastest half century in Twenty20, needing just 12 balls. He was eventually dismissed for 58, hitting three boundaries and seven sixes during his entertaining knock.

Life has been a real busy stuff in the past 3 days. I regret for the inability to blog these days. Well, I am not in a situation to put out the 3 days in details. However, I am making an effort to include as much information as possible in brief. We had been busy with the YouthFest activities. The Karnataka University Unifest 2007- Phase I was hosted by our college. It was a great event. It was conducted on Tuesday and Wednesday, the 25th and 26th days of the month of September 2007. Over 25 colleges participated in this. I had a big role to play. I knew my responsibilities well and so, I was able to concentrate and dedicate my efforts
On monday, I spent the whole in preparations for the skit. The skit is titled as ‘Desh-Mata’. I ran around the whole to arrange for the costumes, stage decoration, etc. Unfortunately, we were not able to rehearse the skit due to the unavailability of 2 participants who were busy preparing for the Folk Dance. There were over 20 competitions and all were busy in their own world. I ran around and made things fine and bought/hired the required materials
On tuesday, it all began. I had 2 competitions on this day. Firstly, the skit. It was marvellous. All college was booming. The audience gave a standing ovation for our skit. The theme of the skit was its biggest strength. Before I describe the skit, let me announce that the skit is our thought, our opinion, our feeling and our effort to spread a good message in the hearts of people. It has got nothing to do with others. All characters are fictional. No comments for alteration, deletions, etc will be entertained. Further, if you copy or take reference of this skit anywhere, you are doing it at your own risk
It so happens that an army officer dies in war leaving behind his wife who is pregnant. The child grows under terrible conditions. He develops hatred for the army right from his birth. Further, the terrorists will be on a plan to attack the nation for which they need some Indians who can work for them. One of the militants approaches him and initiates him to join the terrorist groups. He refuses. However, he is induced by the money and agrees to go. The next morning, he starts packing to make a move. However, he is interrupted by his mother. Here begins the climax. Every moment in this scene is very well structured and even a second’s delay can have a very bad effect on the theme
Note: The skit is performed in Hindi. However, I have written the dialogues in English for easy understanding. The dialogues in Hindi are more appropriate and effective too
Mother: Where are you going in the early morning
Son: (confused) (And then gets an idea) I got a job
Mother: (very happy) What a great news! I’ll prepare some sweet for you
Son: (resisting) Oh, I am getting late. I must move
Mother: I’ll get it in a moment
On the way, she finds a bag with lots of money and a gun too
Mother: (astonished) What is this?
Son: Nothing, this is my advance for the job
Mother: Tell me the truth
Son: I am going to join terrorist groups and fight Jehad. I am a muslim and I will fight Jehad
Mother: A muslim is not the one who, in the name of Jehad, spread terrorism and kill people. Musalman means Musallam-e-Emaan. The one who is honest is a muslim. If you want to fight, fight for the nation, not against it
At this moment, the war scene begins in the background. On one side, there are 2 soldiers and on the other side, there are 2 militants
Son: What will I get if I fight for the nation. My father fought for the nation and died. You got the title of a widow and I lost the love of father. Tell me, why should I fight for the nation which has given nothing to me
Mother: Dont ask, what the nation has given you. Ask, what you have given to the nationAt this point, one among the militants collapses
Son: You are gone mad. I dont want to waste my life living with you. I want to get money and enjoy life
Mother tries to stop but the son pushes her out of his way, in anger. At this moment, one of the soldiers dies. The son starts packing. The mother comes back with her hands locked back
Mother: Listen son, we are from a family where we have loved the nation more than our lives. (At this point, another militant falls but, he is not yet dead, and only one soldier is left in th ebackground. He takes the national flag and starts moving in the background). Your father has laid down his life in service of ‘Mother India’. And you are his son. So, you have to follow his footsteps
The son starts laughing. An uncontrollable laughter is seen on his face blended with anger, frustration and ill thoughts
Mother: Please understand what I am telling you. What will you get by killing thousands of innocent people by becoming a terrorist
The son shouts and stands up with his bag. When he stands up, the half-dead militant shoots the soldier. This signifies that the rise of terrorism makes the flag go down
Son: I will become a terrorist and destroy the entire nation
At this point, the soldier is falling down
But then, the mother unfolds her locked hands which held a knife within and stabs the son to death
Simultaneously, the soldier throws a bomb towards the militant and ensures that the militant is dead
When the soldier is dying, the son is also dying. The soldier doesn’t find a strong base to hold the flag and so, he puts the bottom of the flag into his belly ensuring that it stands stiff, salutes it and lays down his life for the victory of the nation
The mother weeps in the name of Allah for having tested her to such an extent
But finally, she says-”What if I killed my son, he was a cheat. I have saved thousands of innocent sons of thousands of innocent people. More than this, I am happy, as my nation is safe
And then, the concluding song begins. All the 6 participants (Mother played by Priyanka, Son played by me, 2 terrorists played by Sikandar and Vikram Singh, 2 soldiers played by Deepak Hosamani and Mahesh Kalyanshettar) get together on the stage with the Indian flag in the hands of the mother-Desh Mata and dance together asking for peace, unity and brotherhood
Bharat humko jaan se pyaara hai
Sabse pyaara gulsitaan hamara hai
Sadiyoan se Bharat bhoomi duniya ki shaan hai
Bharat maa ki raksha mein jeevan kurbaan hai
All comes to an end. But then, that standing ovation with tears in the eyes of the audience was more worthy to watch for me and I felt, it was a new beginning and we were successful in giving the message. It was a splendid play and we seriously deserved it
The next event in which I had participate was the colleage where I had to put together some paper and magazine cuttings that would empasize on the given theme. The theme given was,-”India Today” and I prepared a nice one. I made a lot of effort. I bordered the sheet with the logos of the Indian companies and also, multinationals to signify the changing corporate world. I included all necessary information, important people, sports, some humor, etc and finally, after a 2 hour effort, I could feel some happiness in my heart
On wednesday, which was going to be a big day for everyone, I moved to the college early and started planning for the activities. I had to participate in 2 activities. Firstly, the Once-Act play and nextly, the English Elocution. All the preparations went well and its really hard for me to describe the whole day. So, I am putting up some photos for the day which will show all the activities. It was all a fantastic day. We performed the one-act play. It went good. And then, I did the elocution also. It was ok too. Further, I was told that no one from our college is participating in a competition called as ‘Installation’. I just inquired what it was. It was an activity to make the ‘Best out of Waste’. We have to use all waste materials and prepare something good out of it. I ignored it. But then, I started getting a feeling that, if I just participate, I might get some prize and that would be helpful to the college team. Anyhow, I had to wait upto 7 pm for the prize distribution ceremony and it was 4.30 pm then. So, instead of wasting time, I collected some waste materials and went to participate. I joined things and constructed a home. It was good to look at. But then, almost all other participants used new materials like new ice cream sticks, CDs, bottles, etc to create some fashionable items. And then, the judges came to see our displays. They scolded all the people who made use of new materials telling that, it was violation of rules and thats not called installation. When they came near mine, I could see some glitter on their face and the said,-”Well done!”. I just felt happy for my work was liked and appreciated. It was more than enough for me that, without any knowledge or preparation, I could do something
We kept enjoying in the auditorium and the function began around 8 pm. The prizes were distributed and it was a delight for me
Our one-act play stood third
Our skit (Desh-Mata) won the first place. Of course! It had to
And me, a package of surprise
1st in Colleage. I was expecting this
1st in Installation. My God! This was just a pearl coming free with gold. I couldn’t believe at the first instant. But then, the people around me made me realise it
However, I was really sad for I could not perform better enough to win in the elocution
And then, the big news came. “Jagadguru Gangadhar College of Commerce have won the YouthFest 2007″. It was such a heartthrobbing moment. My goodness, all the effort of over 10 days had reaped fruits today. I almost cried. It was the time to celebrate. Not just the participants and students, but even the teachers joined the party. It was a big honour for them too
After all this, me, as usual, Seva Paramodharmaha, I arranged everything and made things neat and tidy and packed the costumes that we had hired. At around 10.30 pm, I went and handed over them to the owner and reached home by 11 pm
And today, I just got up and saved copies of photos and videos. We had planned a lunch today. It was a nice time spent alongwith everyone. And then, I came home and started completing my uncompleted works. And after completing everything, this is the final work which stands completed too
Well, today was a real hectic day. I got up very early, around 8 am, and right from that moment till now, I have not had time for anything other than my commitments. I had to be in college early and I reached at the right time. Further, we were supposed to begin the rehearsal for our drama and skit by 10. However, it was delayed due to the absence of one of the members. At 11.30, we had selections for the college debate team. However, I faced some serious problems at this point from the people. Luckily, the selections were postponed to 2.30 pm. We could begin the pratice by 11.30. It was a good shot and we performed well. The skit too was a beautiful performance. We were performing 2 activites. The first one being a one-act play (drama) on the old age system of making people as slaves and the abolishing of the system. The second one is a skit about the militants and their dealings in our nation. I will put up a detailed description of these items when I find some time. I was glad to take a lead role in both the activities and very happy too. Further, I derived more happiness for I could fit into these roles as the characters required. Being negative roles, no one expected that I would be able to do it. However, people are aware that I am a ‘Surprise Package!’. Further, I faced a lot of problem in convincing people who had become very rigid on participation in debate. But somehow, I could turn things in our favor and make things move. I quit from one train and jumped to the other so that the former train could accomodate people. I decided to do elocution in lieu of debate. The topic that I need to speak about is-’Role of educational institutions in the present scenario’. Glad to receive a topic on which I always love to speak. They say,”All that ends well is well done”. I can say this today. After fighting for all these days, today, I could see some real happiness from the heart within. This is not very strong yet. However, its definitely soothing. Today, I also received a call from Kori sir who has invited me for the opening of his institution-Atma, tomorrow at 8.30 am. However, I am supposed to be in the college by 9.30 am for these events. There is a little mix up which I will need to manage tomorrow. Well, I am born to run through such mix ups. And today, I have also taken up the activities that were left uncompleted after Teachers’ Day. Its the final phase of the splendid function that we organised in the college. Everyone is so excited even today and even after over 15 days, people can still remember the day’s scenes. Now, the final phase of activity is to make the videos and photos of the memorable day available to everyone. We have titled it-”Rejoicing Teachers’ Day 2007″. The task will get completed on monday. However, due to the busy schedules on monday with respect to the youthfest activities, it may be postponed to a few days. After this particular activity, I can say that the Teachers’ Day activities have come to an end. I think, people reading this might call me a fool. All the people in the world have ended this day way back on Sep 5 and I am still continuing plans on that. Most of the times, things take such a shape in my life. Its very common. Its getting too late. I have missed out narrating some things. I’ll make an attempt to get back to this day, whenever possible. Good night

ur time begins now…
10.48 pm, 21 september 2007
u have 10+31+18=59 days to go
less 6 days for youthfest
less 2 days for gandhi jayanthi
less 1 day miscellaneous
so, 50 days to go
for a golden life ahead

Its true that no one will ever bother about anyone in life. All the entities are living for themselves. Friendship, love, care, support, etc are just words that are good to speak. These dont exist in reality. I went to start a good life with happiness, made every it of effort to ensure that things go fine. But how long can a person take blame for nothing that he has done? How long should I die? Don’t I have something called as my life, don’t I have something for me in this world, am I not a human being, don’t I have any other work other than solving these silly problems. Am I born so that I can be a playing doll for people? Even today, I kept facing the same problem time and again. I resisted till evening. In between, I lost control and shouted. But finally, I lost it all. I lost everything. I declared that I have given up everything. I fell on to the feets of people that I will never ever interfere in their lives and never ever do anything. From now, I am all alone. Be alone to be happier, be happy to be alone. But unfortunately, I cant be happy because there are no emotions in this body, everything is dead for me. I am dead too. Life is over. Good bye world. Thanks for the great gift of life
The day went very wild. There was such a shame, the whole day, that I lost everything in life. All that, that I had build in the last 2 years came to an end. The palace built by me with so much of love and effort came down to soil in a second. It was such a shame in front of the whole world. People lost their inhibitions and showed such exhibitions that made me cry at myself. If I had known that my efforts would pay me this, I would never ever make an effort in life. What have I got from this at least. Just failure and hatredness. People are so worst. I sacrified everything for their happiness and today, finally, they made a scene like I never did anything to them expcept giving pains to them. Why at least was I given birth in this dirty world which is full of such worse-minded people? Why am I being made a victim for my good thoughts? What was my mistake at least? Was it that I never thought about me in the process of adding value to others’ life? Was it that I sacrificed all my life for the welfare of people? What did I get in return? I never wanted anything in return. I just wanted to see that my efforts turn into success. But what I was given was nothing more than cheating. I was cheated, I was faked, I was used to play, I was just bluffed. Even after all this, like a mad, I approached them telling that they were wrong and made them understand. It appears as if they understood. But I am sure, these people will never understand. I have got an assurance that such mistakes will not happen, but I am betting today, that tomorrow, I will again write a sad note, for the same reason as today. Bad night, worse dreams, worst life…

Nothing is gonna happen. I am born to lose and I will keep losing. F**k about studies, there is not even a single moment of peace in life. What the hell these people are? They just suck. They are all liars, cheats, bluffmasters, idiots and people who dont have even the slightest thought of what they are doing. Shame on them. And me, I am big fool. Even after being cheated in the same way for years together, I am still with such people and I trust them and expect them to be good human beings in the days to come. Is it possible? Impossible. These are b*****s who will never ever understand life. They are rich enough and have no problems in life. And such idiots make efforts to spoil our lives. Finally, who suffers in the world is the poor. The rich will either hire a lawyer or get a bail but the poor has only 1 option, death. Either the court will hang him or he will hang himself. What a great world our God has designed for us! Hats off to Him. Just yesterday, I thought I will do some productive activity and now, its all smashed, smashed down to such a level that I can never ever think about it againDont we have even the freedom to speak? Dont we have the freedom to do what we wish? Is it a compulsion that we must always to what others tell? Dont we have our senses? I have been requesting people not to have wrong thoughts. They always make attempt to spoil things and ensure that nothing goes smooth. Today, I could not keep silent. I broke out and shouted. What else could I do? I have tried numerous times to make them understand but they never want to listen. They are so worst. They are not human beings. In fact, I should have killed them. At least the world would be peaceful. And I would also stay peacefully in a jail or die. How much can a person take? Is there no limit to get blamed? Why are people making efforts to tie us in a prison? Why do the people want us to be what they want? Why do people want to shape our lives as they wish? Why do they make efforts to pull us down in life? Why are they so selfish? Why do they have wrong concepts and thoughts? Why do they lie? Why do they cheat? Why do they promise on fake things? Why God why? And why did you chose me only to suffer in their hands? Why are you doing all this with me? Why don’t you give an end to everything or at least give an end to my life…

Feeling so good about life. Things have taken a sweet change. I am getting ready for the college. I will be purchasing the books required and start studying. The target is to complete 1 chapter of BCom everyday. As far as CA is concerned, I dont think its anymore possible to do anything. Everything seems out of reach. So, let me at least perform in BCom. There are certain youthfest activities also today. I think they will take up some time of the day. But if I am emotionally strong today, I can sit the whole night and reach the target. And yes, its all possible and I will do it
Chalte chalte yunhi ruk jaata hoon mainBaithe baithe kahin kho jaata hoon mainKehte kehte hi chup ho jaata hoon mainNahi nahi, yeh pyaar nahi hai, yeh meri jindagi ka ek chota description haiWell, things seem like settling smooth off late. Slowly sensing some good flow of the power of mind into the right directions of growth and development. Concentrating the tremendous enery to a single point is always essential for perfection. Efforts are like a magnifying glass. They help in concentrating the sun-rays, the power of mind, body, emotions, thoughts, etc, towards the target, a single point and thus, succeed in igniting the passion and reaping the fruits. After a long time, I am finding that, I am slowly getting the concentration power back. The unwanted lazing of time for wasteful things has reduced considerably. When a person is disturbed emotionally for even a second, he can’t do anything for all the 24 hours and until the emotional disturbance gets sorted and things settle fine. I was facing such a disturbance since long and this was sucking my entire energy as I was unable to devote time for productive activities. However, things have started taking a turn and I have been able to take on productive activities as the emotional burden has reduced considerably. We can fight or ignore all physical or mental pains, but emotional pains are almost impossible to battle till they are sorted out. A person who is emotionally stable can succeed in everything. Thats the reason why, EQ (Emotional Quotient) is getting more relevant than the IQ (Intelligence Quotient) these days. It will take some more time for me to get started with a full swing. If I am able to maintain the same stability, I can begin a perfect journey for all the dreams to come true. So, everything in life ahead solely depends on the emotional factorAnd yeah, today, we had a selection for youth festival competions in the college. I participated in the auditions for COLLAGE. Collage is a competition where you are supposed to use newspaper cuttings, magazine cuttings, posters, etc, and build something informative and pass on a strong message using the creativity in designing it. The theme chosen by me was ‘Yeh Mera India, I love my India’. I loved the activity. I spent over 2 hours collecting the relevant paper cutting for India’s magnificent growth story, the role of sofware, IT, BT, politicians, sports, corporates, citizens, media, lawmakers, professionals and everyone who contributed to this golden stroy of success. My collage was looking absolutely baffling. I will try to get a photograph of the same and post it over on thisLastly, the most important aspect, acdemics. Today, I was supposed to start the journey. However, I did not have the books to get started in the morning. And unfortunately, it was raining the whole day. And I was hooked to the net till 2 pm. And later, I had to move around with dad to arrange for a gas cylinder as the one at my home got over. At 3, I moved to college and participated in the auditions for collage. I came back home and again, for the absence of books, couldn’t study. But this will not repeat tomorrow as I am buying a set of required booksIts time to kiss good bye to the day and get ready to welcome 19th September, of course, after some good sleepGood night
Its raining heavily here. Perhaps, the Rain God has got a lot of love for us and all this is showering upon us from yesterday evening till now
As of today, I just woke up around 8 am and was reading the magazine. I remembered about the debate and got on to the PC to read the information relating to the topic
Yesterday went fine. Life was cool, quiet and simple. Some peace was seen. Although there was no academic progress, the mind got some freedom. I got another issue of ‘Business Today’ today. So, I read that in the evening till night. And yes, there’s some debate competition selection today, so, I am also busy in searching the data for that
Just hope that today goes fine and today, I have to also start some good academic progress. Else, with just around 40 days to go, I am bound to fail in the exams

Haan yehi rasta hai tera, Tune ab jaana hai
Haan yehi sapna hai tera, Tune pechana hai
Tujhe ab yeh dikhana hai
Roke tujhko aandhiyaan
Ya jameen aur aasmaan
Paayega jo lakshya hai tera
Lakkshya tho har haal mein paana hai